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Kill It With Fire

by Existential Meltdown

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It rained for a century from the day they married From the mountain we heard gunshots in the valley They jumped into the river, a whole raindrop nation And the river threw itself into the thirsty ocean Smoke of wood and smoke of tin wrapped around, hand in hand I was born out of the water that fell down upon Thi charcoal land But you won't always be mine You won't always be my home There's a bridge far to the south that no-one's dared to cross And on the other side lies a land of love and loss They have cities there, and flying machines And one day I will go to this place I've only seen in the fleeting moments between angry wakefulness and fitful sleep I'll walk atop its slatey mesas, stare into its grey ravines so deep But you won't ever be mine You won't ever be my home
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EACH PEACH PEAR PEA I SPY GRAMSCI GRAMSCI IN THE PARK I SPY KARL MARX KARL MARX OUT ROWING I SPY NICK COHEN NICK COHEN USING PROXYS I SPY LEON TROTSKY LEON TROSKY IN THE BANK I SPY THOMAS FRANK THOMAS FRANK ON THE REIN I SPY NAOMI KLIEN NAOMI KLIEN IN A PORCHE I SPY KARL KORSCH KARL KORSCH IN THE BAR I SPY SIMONOE DE BOIVIOR DE BOUVIOR FEELING WEIRD I SPY MARY BEARD MARY BEARD ON A SLANT I SPY EMMANUEL KANT EMMANUEL KANT KEEPING CLEAN I SPY FRANCIS WHEEN FRANCIS WHEEN FEEDING BIRDS I SPY ROSA LUXEMBERG LUXEMBERG IN THE PRIVATE SECTOR I SPY DANIEL SCHECTOR DANIEL SHECTOR EATING BAGELS I SPY FREDERICK ENGELS FREDERICK ENGELS ON A BARGE I SPY PAUL LAFARGE PAUL LAFARGE WEARING DENIM I SPY VLAD LENIN VLAD LENIN IN A ZEPPELIN I SPY CLARA ZETKIN CLARA ZETKIN IN THE SEA I SPY GRAMSCHI
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Why are men so irrational? They really are the useless gender. I say or do a little thing to hurt their precious feelings And they've de friended me forever Love hasn't any elegance - it starts with bleary self-effacement It end with a sorry lover scrabbling for their dignity I've got it buried in the basement How I wish you all were robots and I was a robot too I'm not a tiny star in a brighter firmament I don't intend on proving my unsuperfluousness That truth should be self-evident You shouldn't be a signpost - be your own arbitrator You always seem to get confused by conflicting stimuli and insufficient data That's why I wish you all were robots and I was a robot too I have seven A levels and five or six degrees I use English with a beauty you can only dream of And travel widely internationally I have many years experience - one day they'll canonise my brain If you just can't be bothered to read my Wikipedia page I can't be bothered to explain Why I wish you all were robots and I was a robot too I can't be bothered to explain why I wish you all were robots and I was a robot too I can't be bothered to explain
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IDIOTS 03:39
LOOK UP AT THE STARS ON THE CEILING AND THINK OF ALL THE WAYS YOU’D CHANGE THE WORLD NOTHING OUTSIDE IS PARTICULARLY APPEALING EXCEPT USING SOCIAL MEDIA TO TROLL AND IT SEEMS SO OBVIOUS TO YOU BUT MOST PEOPLE JUST STUMBLE THROUGH THE HOLES YOU’D THINK IT WOULD BE EASY TO DO IS EVERYONE AN IDIOT IS EVERYONE AN IDIOT STARE OUT THE WINDOW AT THE BUSES IN THE DISTANCE AND PAINT YOUR NAILS THE COLOUR OF THE SKY THE HUMAN RACE IS PECULIARLY CONSISTANT THEY WATCH THE NEWS AND DON’T QUESTION THE LIES AND IT SEEMS SO OBVIOUS TO YOU INJUSTICE SCREAMS LIKE FOXES IN THE NIGHT IS EVERYONE IGNORING THE TRUTH IS EVERYONE AND IDIOT, IS EVERYONE AN IDIOT AND IT SEEMS SO OBVIOUS TO YOU WHY DOES NO-ONE SEEM TO OPEN UP THEIR EYES YOU CONSTANTLY TELLING EVERYONE THE TRUTH BUT EVERYONES AND IDIOT, EVERYONES AND IDIOT
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I could read all the books, if you stopped throwing dirty looks When I put my sweet, sweet books before bros I could prob'ly go outside But you know what's overrated? Sunlight So I put my sweet, sweet books before bros Dear next door neighbour, I am sorry that I crashed your car with rocks. I'll never ever do anything so horrible - that will get me arrested, you know that. I'll give you one thousand pound to repair. I could read all the book if you'd just give me time To put my sweet, sweet books before bros
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WORK- THE PATRIARCHY WEALTH- THE PATRIARCHY CULTURE- THE PATRIARCHY TORIES- WELL OBVIOUSLY MEDIA THE PATRIARCHY HEALTHCARE- THE PATRIARCHY EDUCATION- THE PATRIARCHY ESTABLISHMENT- OBVIOUSLY KILL ALL MEN NOW KILL ALL MEN NOW KILL ALL MEN NOW KILL ALL MEN NOW NORTH LONDON- THE PATRIARCHY FICTION- THE PATRIARCHY DRIVING- THE PATRIARCHY DOGS- ARGUABLY ENGLAND- THE PATRIARCHY SCIENCE- THE PATRIARCHY DALEKS- THE PATRIARCHY MEN KILL ALL MEN NOW KILL ALL MEN NOW KILL ALL MEN NOW KILL ALL MEN NOW
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I haven't felt this blistering heat since the day that I arrived The mountain split, and fire and ash blew out of its side And lava covered everything, and many people died And everyone blamed me cos I had fire in my eyes You were in a taller building sticking out the basalt plane I couldn't see for the clouds of steam formed by the falling rain "Far beneath my feet", I thought, "my doppelgänger lies" The day I saw you by the window with fire in your eyes Why would you think I wanted this? Skyscrapers made maisonettes Maisonettes made graves You'll always weather any storm, take a different tack and sail away And after searching for a while we found a smouldering boat And tucked behind a looking glass were the tatters of a note "There's nothing here but smoke", it said, "that's why everything here dies" "But love must count for something", said the fire in your eyes You were piloting your ship, your attention on the skies That must be why you never saw the fire in my eyes
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WATM 01:12
I’M THE WHITE WORKING CLASS WHAT ABOUT ME? I’M THE REAL VICTIM OF SOCIETY I’M A MAN SO WHAT? WE’RE VICTIMS TOO IN FACT TODAY I’M MORE THE VICTIM THAN YOU ONE IN FOUR WOMEN SUFFER THROUGH HELL THAT DOESN’T MEAN I DON’T SUFFER AS WELL I’M THE WHITE MAN AND YOU’LL LISTEN TO ME I’M THE REAL VICTIM OF SOCIETY
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It must be vanity that compels you to ask me that and think any good could come at all from an honest answer Enemy of Promise, I'll catch the melody you cast on the breeze Enemy, I'll take the only dream you had by its tender throat and squeeze Enemy of promise, I'll frame the photograph of you on your knees Enemy, enemy, promise me Maybe I could be the sort of person who does five impossible things before noon Maybe I could make it my vocation to sit and read book in my room Where is there a medicine to take away this panic, from living in this city, in this country, on this planet?
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Woman on the bus just offered to swap her baby for another passenger's jacket. #CameronsBrtain Just saw a fox sat on a car Just accidentally listened to a Frank Turner song. So this is death Hobbies including "blocking Tories on Twitter". IF ONLY TONY BLAIR WOULD TELL US WHAT TO DO IN SYRIA. Bored shitless of the default "working class experience" always being male. "You know NOTHING about the ANCIENT ATHENIAN DEMOCRACY! You are just a MISANDRIC FEMINISTIC ANTIGREEK ZIONISTSLAVE BRAINWASHED HIPPY!" Happy St George's Day, I hate English people. Even Instagram can't make my bedroom look nice. Idiot on the train refused to move the bags he'd strategically put across three seats on a packed train. So I said "Don't worry, I'll move them for you!" And put them halfway down the carriage, upside down. Posh Tory wankers too often taking advantage of oxygen, says Dawn Foster. Sat on top deck of the 17, just saw a bloke I once slept with fall off a Boris Bike. Best Valentine's Day ever. Do you know why it is so cold? Because I just emailed someone unprompted to tell them I was sorry, and hell has frozen over. In such a bad mood, when one of the Catford ne'er-do-wells hit me on his bike and said "I'll fuck you up, bitch", I screamed "YOU FUCKING TRY IT" and he slunk off terrified. Census for those with the self respect not to own a "onesie". *Raises hand* Flipside of dragging self to work while ill: threw up on the train. But I walked to First Class to do it. Class war never rests. Me: "Do you want a tea towel to help you open the fizzy wine?" Steve X Cross: "No, Dawn. I have a private education" Sexism against men is not a thing. Anti-white racism is not a thing. Heterophobia is not a thing. Shut the fuck up. It was an Observer piece
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You gave me free halloumi and threw vegetables at my stalker That's how I know that we are friends You wanted to set fire to me and put it out with hammers That's how I know that we are friends When we are together I feel this warmth between us Could melt this shit eartth That's how I know that we are friends That's how I know that we are friends You said you despised You said you pitied me That's how I know that we are friends You compared me to a animated psychopathic scarecrow That's how I know that we are friends You called me the c word even though its patriarchy That's how I know that we are friends You printed a load of t shirts telling people how much you hated me That's how I know that we are friends

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The true story of an idealistic young woman who leaves her peaceful home among the pages of a magic realist novel to make the world a better place and find romance. Will she use her rage-filled powers for good or evil?

Existential Meltdown will donate any money we make from this album to Arts Emergency: www.arts-emergency.org - please give generously.

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released September 12, 2013

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